I know you never going to read this, but just in case you do.
I am sorry i hurt you, sorry that i broke your heart.
Sorry i betrayed you. I hurt you like no one.
I was your John “the beloved”, yet i became your Judah “the traitor”.
i stabbed you face to face then ran away because i was too afraid to see you in the eyes.
You believed in me, you loved me and trusted me and i took all of that and burn it with my selfish desires.
Yet you came after me and offered me another chance , i said “OK” you believed me, 2 days later i was gone with no explanations, not even a goodbye letter or a way of reaching me.
Yesterday i saw you passing by, my heart stopped , my breath became cold..the past, the present and the future became one. I saw you and i prayed that you didn’t see me , you walked away unaware i was there and i whisper “i am sorry”.
It was never your fault, it was always me. I’m sorry but i had to leave, you deserve better than me.
nice one u made tears appear in my eyes